Why is he alone? Why does he have to be isolated so everything doesn't get worse again? He needs Teddie. Theo. Teddie. His mothers, his — his friend Felix, who is definitely just going to be on Julian's side, because there isn't a reality where he'd think he has a right to feel angry. No one's ever going to trust him, no one's ever going to be normal around him because he's never going to be normal, and this sigil has only exacerbated all that. He wonders where Julian's keeping his silver this time, since he's so ready to fight. Forget taking that ring - Dom should have snapped the whole finger off when they were in the forest. ]
I hate u so much I hope u know that I never wanted this stupid sigil It hasn't done shit for me It never worked except to make everything go to hell all the time Glad u got ur wishes though Don't worry about having to stay up all night because of me anymore I'm done
you think I wanted this sigil either? you think I got my wish? you think I want you to feel like shit all the time? YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW?
[Hot heads don't work well together but Julian doesn't know how to back down. He's always had to hold it together, to brace for impact and keep going. He doesn't know how to stop from keeping up his guard; doesn't know how to not push people away because letting them in is too close to showing them how fucked up he is on the inside. Nobody needs to see that. Nobody wants to see that. His failures are his to keep silently in hand.]
[ it takes felix about ten minutes after jules' departure to catch up, previously distracted by... well, it doesn't matter. his sigil is kind of driving him crazy as well (who knew you could get tired of everyone who lays eyes on you wanting to bone down?), he just hasn't put two and two together yet.
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Why is he alone? Why does he have to be isolated so everything doesn't get worse again? He needs Teddie. Theo. Teddie. His mothers, his — his friend Felix, who is definitely just going to be on Julian's side, because there isn't a reality where he'd think he has a right to feel angry. No one's ever going to trust him, no one's ever going to be normal around him because he's never going to be normal, and this sigil has only exacerbated all that. He wonders where Julian's keeping his silver this time, since he's so ready to fight. Forget taking that ring - Dom should have snapped the whole finger off when they were in the forest. ]
I hate u so much
I hope u know that
I never wanted this stupid sigil
It hasn't done shit for me
It never worked except to make everything go to hell all the time
Glad u got ur wishes though
Don't worry about having to stay up all night because of me anymore
I'm done
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you think I wanted this sigil either?
you think I got my wish?
you think I want you to feel like shit all the time?
YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW?
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don't fucking talk to me anymore
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anyway. ]
whoa hey what the fuck is going on
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can u guys calm the fuck down for a sec
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i didnt do shit 2 u man i just got here
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