[Hot heads don't work well together but Julian doesn't know how to back down. He's always had to hold it together, to brace for impact and keep going. He doesn't know how to stop from keeping up his guard; doesn't know how to not push people away because letting them in is too close to showing them how fucked up he is on the inside. Nobody needs to see that. Nobody wants to see that. His failures are his to keep silently in hand.]
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don't fucking talk to me anymore
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